OMG!! SHOCKED BY RESULT (^u^)

hahaha..shocked by result..turned out still not bad..hehehe..shidah also score well..actually i felt happy tt she score well..hehehe..heng we get happy instead of disappointment..haha..i alrdy learned to take it not too hard..tt y i can still cn feel my hard work despite on some careless i made..feel so filled up..put in a normal way to face anything..not bias or bad thinking..anyway my family also wont care much on my result..mayb i imbalance to tnk tt way..donno y?mayb e past really have impact on me..i donno why i felt they dislike me..mayb i really too stubborn..i admit ba..stubborn is wat i have..i donno sometime i stubborn for anything they bring up..just wanna b e objection team to them..mayb deep in my heart also dislike them on how they treat me n others..juz unfair..anyway i will be moving out soon ba..hopefully my poly end n find a stable job n hav income then i will rent hse outside..this hse i don tnk i will be staying long..i don tnk i cn stand it le in this hse..i wanna to leave..

kies recently chat on fone wif shidah..we chat alot like life n most we chat is our bf..hahaha..2dae morning called kt..after hanging up e fone i suddently felt abit unlike e past le..mayb i also changing ba..last time he will sms or call me in e morning..but now no sms mi le..which let mi recall mi e past..my ex used to sms mi or call mi..but donno when time goes slowly e call not from him anymore..tnk now i goin e cycle agn..really is liddat??ytd kt go bbq while i at hm playing mj..den he told mi after tt sms him..i didnt sms him but i call him..as i lasy to sms..he also didnt sms mi anything..den i kp on call him whn he didnt pick up..i donno why..anyway hope he did well for his interview on 2dae morning..i donno is he selectin e right choice..or being affected by what i said..i donno..