chiong ahhhhh...fyp fyp fyp

chiong ah...fyp fyp..this week going to finish our report...wahahaha..i can do it..better don look down on our team..hahahahha...hope can score an A..but i tnk i will score a B..how bo bian i not hard working enough..hahaha..nvm i juz work hard for this 6months and i will be free..woohoo..work work work..y i suddently changed my mind not to continue stdy...if i cont to stdy i will hav to take bank loan...which mean in e future i have to pay bk e $$..den spending my future $$..i have to tnk i nt young le..still wanna to owe $$..abit pathetic rit..so i hav decide to go work..earn $$..for my future..though my mum want mi stdy uni..but i don wan to spend my life stdy le..i wanna to earn $$ for my future..

so jia you ba..

ahhh..time passed fast

6 more months i will be leaving yeah..time really passed so fast..time to leave sp..i have enjoyed much my life..den my result to mi really doesnt matter much by now..coz also cnt make any big changes..k lar i quite happy as i have really learn n hav alot of fun...

from e start of my poly life..i try to get my life bk to normal..joined a cca called cs cc which filled up my life..to let mi keep myself busy not to think of other thing..took up diploma-plus that interest mi..to let me forget e past..gone through alot of stuff..but still learning..in 2nd yr of my poly life..i cn say is thru fate ba..if i didnt partcipate e trail..don tnk he will hav e chance to noe mi ba..hahaha..and donno somehw get my hotmail add n chat with mi..now recall back really so happening..hahaha..

everytime i will ask he why...haha..but everytime he will say..donno..hahaha..tt time i really didnt expect he wif mi will last long..hahahha...so bad..bt how..now alrdy 1yr plus..time really passed fast..he now changed to a better guy..hehehe..from the start he changed some of his bad habits..hehe..he really very dote mi..hahaha..k bloggy i shared with ya..hmmm..how he dote mi..he will protect mi..he will care for mi...he will stand by side..sometime i in wrong he will tell mi the truth which sometime i will b upset abt tt..but no one is perfect..he still gt some bad behaviour..hopefully dont happen often..he now slim dwn le..yeah..being more fit n more man le...hahaha..i tnk he better looking in botak..haha..rit he will help mi do alot of stuff...clean pig pig bedding,wash dishes,buy dinner n pig pig food..if future nth went wrong..if really he is e one..i hope he will still dote mi,care mi...i hope lar..but future really hard to say..

rit i gt one thing i nd to say..recently my parents seem veri interested in bbi..hahaha..donno why they somehow ask mi whether he has get in to air force..hahaha..

k lar bloggy i tnk i go slp le..luv ya n him..muack..

stay happy...

k i will blog whnever i feel low or happy..but much more on emo side..i donno..mayb there are saddness within mi..jus wanna to let it out..so i can feel better..hahaha..i luv my bloggy..

rit le bloggy my bbi told mi bbq tt time his hp hang cnt call mi during in e bus..so i trusted him..2dae i actually wanna to wake up b4 he book in but i tnk my alarm too soft..den i overslpt den whn e moment i wake up he alrdy booked in...so i also don dare to sms him..rit i didnt tell ya..bbi went in to air force engin trainee..hehehe..

sometime being stuck in e middle is so hard..hard till u nd to let go one of them..den u will feel e sian whn u let it go..so now just let it be..yr life will not be smooth 4ever..there will be obstancle occuring..to affect u..so now e only thing i nd to do is i must know how to handle it..wahaha..zhi zhu chang le..

so let e kid grow no point telling them fall dwn will be pain..juz let them fall dwn and they will feel pain..sometime nd some stress or obstacles to let them grow stronger..

OMG!! SHOCKED BY RESULT (^u^)

hahaha..shocked by result..turned out still not bad..hehehe..shidah also score well..actually i felt happy tt she score well..hehehe..heng we get happy instead of disappointment..haha..i alrdy learned to take it not too hard..tt y i can still cn feel my hard work despite on some careless i made..feel so filled up..put in a normal way to face anything..not bias or bad thinking..anyway my family also wont care much on my result..mayb i imbalance to tnk tt way..donno y?mayb e past really have impact on me..i donno why i felt they dislike me..mayb i really too stubborn..i admit ba..stubborn is wat i have..i donno sometime i stubborn for anything they bring up..just wanna b e objection team to them..mayb deep in my heart also dislike them on how they treat me n others..juz unfair..anyway i will be moving out soon ba..hopefully my poly end n find a stable job n hav income then i will rent hse outside..this hse i don tnk i will be staying long..i don tnk i cn stand it le in this hse..i wanna to leave..

kies recently chat on fone wif shidah..we chat alot like life n most we chat is our bf..hahaha..2dae morning called kt..after hanging up e fone i suddently felt abit unlike e past le..mayb i also changing ba..last time he will sms or call me in e morning..but now no sms mi le..which let mi recall mi e past..my ex used to sms mi or call mi..but donno when time goes slowly e call not from him anymore..tnk now i goin e cycle agn..really is liddat??ytd kt go bbq while i at hm playing mj..den he told mi after tt sms him..i didnt sms him but i call him..as i lasy to sms..he also didnt sms mi anything..den i kp on call him whn he didnt pick up..i donno why..anyway hope he did well for his interview on 2dae morning..i donno is he selectin e right choice..or being affected by what i said..i donno..