itp going on..

yeah itp start le..i being allocated at the warehouse...hahaha..actualli quite ok ba..coz i noe wat to do and gt interest in doing tt y..ytd i missed one dae work as i take my tp agn..till now then passed..no feeling actualli..coz alrdy numb..den 2dae argue with my mum agn..same usual thing she like to compare my life n my sis life..ya watever..hack care her..

haiz tnk nw i goin to work soon..learn new things..den my wearing can don wear formal..yeah..juz nd to wear cover shoes..hahahha..still alrite ba..but sat we also nd to work..sian..

cya bloggy..

OMG my blog....

haiz now my blog donno why changed to a format whr i cnt load pic and video..haiz..donno wat happen..actualli b4hand gt blog abt one post..but i save as draft..hahaha..yeah i rottin since last wk..now rottin for e second week..wahahaha..so sian..bbi still having exam..haiz..cnt disturb him..bbi jia you!!!wo jing shen shan zhi chi ni

he ah..still wanna come out celebrate..wth..hahaha..i told him le..e time we get together to mi is not impt le..as long as i hav him bside mi i don nd any celebration(dis wan i din tell him)..hahaha..but he insist to celebrate..hahaha..now waiting for him to finish his exams..to mi now i not so mind le..mayb due to past ba..i learn to chnange..although my bbi is a gd guy..but i now learning to b a gd gf to him..in e past to my ex i too demandin le..hahaha..so ppl nd to learn from their mistake ma..although i noe bbi don mind i being too demandin n bad to him..hahahhaha

den everitime i wake up frm nap..i will get emo..hahha..bbi noe my pattern..hahaha..i will kp on said sumthing to hurt him or wat..hahhaha..he said he used to it le..hahaha..i veri hard cn argue with him..coz he too hao ren le..i also cnt bear to argue wif him if not like i bullying him..wahahahha..donno leh to mi bbi is like sumone who can chat with..sumone who will stand by my side..sumone i can share my joy,my sadness..really appreciate wat he done for mi..but sumtime i kp on give him prob..i will kp on mention e age and sumone tt he don wish i mention..as he noe whnever i mention him i will get emo...haha..sumtime i will still tease him till he abit wth..hahaha..

rit e celebration i cn said veri hard will 4gt..hahaha...blame myself..haha..eat too much..eat till i unwell for the whole nite..try to vomit but fail..den eat med..veri xin gu..bbi kp on ask mi hao le ma..den he also unwell but nt jia lart as mi..tnk tt dae we both eat too much oily food le..hahahha..nan wang de yi tian..hahaha

to bbi..i will try not to mention e one..though i noe u didnt say anything..but i noe u will still mind abit..haha..i will learn not to mention and look forward..

feel so....haiz...exam

k i juz blog for 10min..ytd i chatted 4hr with bbi on e fone sia..now then gan chiong..sian..alot of thing i haven stdy yet..ytd i pang seh him..hahha..ytd i damn tired..so juz end my proj miting early..den go to club..tot bbi will in club practise his guitar..then i at first wanna to go home..as i told him le..i will go home straight as i don wan him to sent mi hm..hahaha..but tt time in e club gt c and cy..they kp on ask mi go find bbi..sian..then they so call threaten mi by taking fone to call bbi tt i going off..hahha..den i told them will go find bbi..haha..i go stadium n saw them playing e captain ball den i hav a mindset..let bbi play lor..den i juz left tt place and head to mrt station..but whn i at convention there i called him and inform him tt i go first..he straight away sian..haha..bad rit..

went home ard 5pm..den went to take a nap till my dad call mi for dinner thk..8.40pm..hahhaa..den bbi kp on call my hp..den i bo chai as i eating my dinner..wahahha..den after dinner..he call and i ans..den damn sia..i alot of thing haven complete..i complete my gem hmwrk onli..

now abit bore..come to sch so early to rot..so slpy rit now..my law proj haven do yet..sian..sms bbi..mayb now missing him ba..2dae lsn start at 1.30pm..as 10am lsn cancel so 9.30am-1.30pm free..so decide to use tt time to complete law proj..

hehe..rit le i edited our pic..

much more brighter rit..wahahaha..

haha..opps..sorry didnt announce..

hahaha..tt time in e middle of the nite..i actualli wanna to post up abt we alrdy being together le..but..on tt nite rit i discovered e blog cnt load photo..donno whr e loading pic icon went..hahaha..den i saved as draft..fate ba..

den on tt dae..bbi acc mi for lunch..den after lunch we both went bk to club as i having an appointment with other club ppl..den while waiting..wm come to club..n she asked..then i juz said yup..haha..she is e first to noe in club..as for my classmate they noe after we stead..hahahaha..den sy also come into e club which make her second to noe e news..btw her reaction damn big sia as bbi was her gl lao gong n gd buddy..den she abit like "wahhh...kp for so long den announce".she kp on complain tt we didnt announce den still wanna cont to pretend as single even being together..hahha..

den sy said don announce yet as she wanna to surprise their buddy mr.monkey..lol..den i damn sian sia..wanna to post up cnt post..still nd to wait till e celebration dae den can post...hahhahaha..

on ytd celebration was fun..hmmm..trying to cover something..hahaha..putting up a smile tt make bbi scare..hahhah.so fun..he said he go hm will take durian shell n kneel dwn..hahaha..

on tt dae e celebration pic i arldy post up in e fb..but i will still post up a few pics here..

so ytd we went for dinner n movie..hahaha..bbi catch one baby donald duck for mi and he used $2 onli..haha..he hah b4hand said his dad veri gd in catchin e toy..den i tot he wanna said he didnt hav e gene to catch it..but e opposite sia..he said he nt gd in useful thing but gd in catching dis kind of thing..haha..den i said "sure anot, wait u cnt catch it..ps sia" den he veri confident sia said catch one for mi..hahaha..den i pointed e baby donald duck..hehehe..den he said kies..he go change tokens..don rmb hw much he change..tnk 2 or 3 dollar..hahaha..e first time he play e baby nearly drop dwn..but aiya..e luck nt there..hahaha..den he second try den succeed...i damn excited whn he caught it...hahahaha..ltr i try load my baby pic up..den bbi damn yaya sia..he said nxt time catch biggersoft toy for mi..

rit le we went to watch "UP"..hahaha..dis also e reason bbi wanna mi to come out..Cartoon Movie..hahaha..he noe i like to watch cartoon movie than other movie..hahahha..

den whole grp went to buy tickets..first time watch 3D movie...hahaha..ex and abit unclear..from beginning still ok..juz abit different..as e hse look "real"..overall e movie was nice..e front part i tnk veri touching sia..whn both of them bcome old..veri lovely..relaxing and cute movie..yeah..we watched till 11plus..den some went to bbi hse..den i went bk wif xy n sh..

Here e pics

Gals

Group pic

3el,baby donald,bbi

luv bbi

confusion~~hahahaha

hahaha..recently ppl gt guess whether we stead anot..hahhaa..i said b4 i will announce rit..but who will notice..so juz hack care lor..hahaha..i donno whether now i am annoucning or wat..hahahha..mayb now juz e rit time to announce..time passed veri fast..so far so gd..we juz cont "pretending"..hahahhaha..so fun to pretend lar..they veri concerning my bbi..ya his is a gd and nice guy..though tt time alrdy bcome my bbi..but i still pretended lar..hahahaha..asked some of them y they support him..coz i not even gd enugh for him..mostly age mayb i will mind..coz i tnk of future..

y they support him to woo mi..approaching a dead end..y they still wanna to push him dwn..askin him to jia you..hahaha..ya i noe i cnt tnk liddat rit..but true..i tnk of future..he will b e one xin ku..so tt time we even planned for our future..i donno leh..mayb kua zhang to plan..

erm both our family noe..mine damn fast..hahha..is on tt dae announce straight aft agreed..hahaha..coz mayb i don like to hide thing frm my family..tnk my family also hope i walk out coz i tend to tnk and liu lian of my previous relationship..now gt bbi acc mi to walk
out e mist..ya his really a nice guy..we like veri normal and steady..he like don hav any temper..veri hard to make him angry sia..hahha..tnk onli tt time i said mean thing to him..can make him sad..bt tt time i realli hope he to give up on mi..now cnt make him sad..hahaha..wait i acc him sad..lol..angry i haven succeed..c whether i can make him angry ma..hahahha..didnt c him angry b4..hahhahaha..i veri kaim pa rit..so bad..

i donno whether we will last ma..haha..i kp on said we wont last to him..hahaha..i used to said thing liddat..he also used to it..he also noe i didnt mean it..juz i abit lack of confident to b with him..

3el<3 bbi

wee wee~~~

i donno how to say..realli donno how..some will ask do u like him, or do u have feeling for him?erm actually i donno whether i hiding up something..he bhave like bf sia..hahaha..erm like last wk n dis wk he will send mi home if he have time or send mi off till my stop..

rit le..ytd poly 50..wah realli damn tired..we run in e 25th position ba..i realli chiong sia..den muscle n mind realli veri cui..den ytd he send mi hm..i also donno ytd wat am i doing whn with him..hahaha..(> <)

erm back to him hah..i even gt ask him to reconsider and ask him to tnk clearly reallly im e one wan he looking for..for me i realli don wan to make both of us regret..for me..i nd alot of time as i tnk alot sia..mayb my tnking abit kua zhang as i hoping my nxt bf will b my future husband..i donno mayb my mindset is abit old lar..lzb ma..lol.veri hard to find gd guy rit..as in he can take in all my stuborness,demanding and unreasonable act or behaviour..hahaha..

so u guys don worry..if we two really bcome an item..i will announce kies..lol..

kies ba.i nd to focus on alot of thing nxt wk still nd to hand in mpm project,crs presentation and itp interview...haiz my itp i donno leh..veri well known company..start with S and end with L and almost everioe gt use their service..lol..donno lar..c wat my jobscope lor..hope gt related to maritime..hahhahaha

OMG..

its 4.35am..recently i damn tired n slpy..den having bad luck over mi..but my tao hua..gt one gon gon..fall in..hahaha..donno he blur or wat..everione said i veri bad ppl..y he still wan a bad person..hahaha..i noe y i bad at..hahha

i bad at hw i treat him??how i say??how i announced??ya i noe he a veri nice person..seem alot of ppl supported him..hahhaha..y they wont ask him to stop..in e end tnk he will get hurt..i tnk in dis way better than realli walk into relationship..as u cnt predict e future rit...everione is like cousellin mi "u nvr try how u noe"..but if i try i get injure agn??how??ni fu zhe isit??i don tnk i cn take another blow..i donno..no matter how i say him..how i treat him..how i being cruel..y he till now still hang in there..if even i like sumone..i wont admit..y..bcoz i tnk he cn find better one n he cn be more xin fu..den c he happi i happi..wo yi gan kai le..last time in pri or sec..i wont go confess or wat coz i noe it will nt last forever..its will b like puppy luv..so y waste my time..mayb to dis mindset i alrdy missed most of it..tt y whn ppl grow up their mindset change..den take advise frm frienz..ya go into relationship..walked two yr..in end wat i get??all those hard to describe feeling..cnt put dwn..missed past..sad over y a guy cn changed so fast aft broke..waited n waited n waited..kp on pestering him..hide myself up..den one yr passed..without him..

i don blive in guy..coz almost all i met wan.everitime they confess to u said they like u..den whn u reject them..they cn after few month fall in luv wif sumone else..cool rit..few month b4 still cn show mi how deep u luv mi..but aft reject can fall easily in luv with other..most of them is liddat..
so how cn i blive them..coz i noe guy mayb u like mi bcoz of crush or wat..its nt real "like"..so i juz wanna to let them to noe mayb i nt e one they looking for..so i everitime i will reject them..

bad??ya watever..bad person..i don mind being bad..being cruel n sacastic..
even "if" i like he i also don wan to hai ta..bcoz he realli is a nice person..
i juz nd time to tnk n observe mayb till tt time my mindset change..