THE PAST

wahahha..2dae i feel so peaceful..but the for the past few day i really under a great depression..i donno why maybe itp,sp star and my diploma-plus..maybe now my itp is the i was worry about and the leave on thursday..which i don't wish to think now..

now i feel so peaceful now already settle sp star..overall though abit disappointed but not to my fellow frienz but on me..they did very well if don't have those ppl pulling us we sure can do a better and a perfect job..this time i just learn from it..really thank yl and every teams..pub,audio,food,performance,stage,logistic and our club xiao guas..

yeah i going MIA..wahaha..but till partcipating cs event and cultural event on the day i can make it..i really hate my itp land on sat too..really very tire..just rest for one day the next day work again..

recently i keep on think on my itp..maybe sp star and d-plus homework..i abit over worry because of taking one day leave it will affect my grade..haiz..now i don give a damn le..i just work hard..talking about the leave i also spend in school not go out have fun..even i sick i din go see doc..what he want me to do..really don know how school communicate with the company..

recently i don online le since my itp start..whenever i go home i just rest awhile and went bk to slp..i miss chatting with my frienz..but i was too tire to online..

right bloggy that time after sp star..i be follow my someone..and the someone is we can't see..i can feel that..but i can't see it and i also don't want to look at it..after that nite..on fri i totally under depression till ytd..if not my bbi telling was it the one follow me affecting mi..i also won't link it back to it..

tat day bbi keep on ask me what happen..i also don't know what going on..i just feel moodless and i abit irrtated by him keep on asking me what happen..then i vent anger on him..very sorry to my bbi..u r a nice guy..but i really don't know why..recently i keep on think i have a very good bf why sometime i still feel so empty..i don't know why..

my mood come back since 2dae..wahaha..just feel so peaceful..maybe downstair the song making me feel so peaceful..now my downstair having celebration for thank god ceremony..i don know which religion but the song really let me feel very peaceful..

k bloggy i tnk i going to do my log book le..take care and rest well..i don't know when i will blog again..