slpy..

hahaha..recently i been blogging but save as drafts...hahhaha..

recently all my frienz topics were on after poly life where we going..hmmm..i thinking going to holland uni instead of local uni..y? bcoz shorter time..hahahha..or work first??work as off shore work???earn alot of $$..i not sure..i also tnk of working as an extra..donno c anyone got any lobang to work..hahha..i really don't know..should i work or continue study..i abit tire of studying..really veri tire le..donno now my brain not working well le n i discovered i get this stress during my itp time..

this stress cause mi si mian..i can't fall aslp unless i study finish or the thing is complete..u noe that time exam time i almost everydae i get only 3hr of rest..and i eat one meal only per dae..can u blive bloggy..how bloggy can i solve it..i donno..i being stress up...

now i being stress up of my future..my bbi n my future..

2dae i went to sch to help my juniors..den play bb wif edward,johnson n joshua..chat alot..then i tnk abit stress by my future..in the future will i be with my bbi??if really together..will he has enugh $$ to marry??for mi,my ans will b no..by the time he out from army..he will go uni..haiz..when he in uni..den i start working le..den if his course 4 yr den i have to work 4yrs first..by the time he stdy finish..i donno i can still wait for he to save $$ for marry..

k i think very far rit..i noe bloggy..but how i now alrdy 21yr old plus..i cnt tnk of happy after..yao ai qin bu yao mian pau..i cannot have ai qin n give up mian pau..i cnt..i donno..i donno

so e only thing i can do for now is to zhuo yi bu suan yi bu..

i want to earn alot of $$$$$$$..