i feel so tense..

omg..i was on mc for my law paper..donno nt feeling too well tt dae..realli cnt take it..i donno whether i cn still take it..i try nt to put too much stress on mi..i donno wanna to stdy unvi ma.i donno wanna to go tt holland uni..but tt wan cn don score well..all juz e $$ part tt i worried..in local wan i still wondering whether to go stdy ma..3yr n $$..for mi mayb abit long le..still cont stdy?? to mi 1 and half yr mayb i still cn take it..if ask mi stdy 3yr more..i donno stdy mayb its bettter than working rit...but i abit tire of stdy le..frm sec..i like to enjoy than stdy..tt y i nd longer path to walk..from e longer path..i noe my luv one..also hav gd memory..den everithing goes veri smoothing for mi..except for some time..2yr for mi veri fast passed..mayb gt his acc..i wont feel so bore..but now i was on my own..

everidae seem so bore..

i now emoing~~juz woke up from nap..so my temper now veri good..feel like shouting everiwhr..don wan to stdy anymore..i donno lar..feel damn shit rit now..gt alot of thing i nd to think n settle..i feel so tense rit nw..

gt alot of things nd to settle..sch fee, d-plus work,law paper,sp star,camp all type of miting..this two month..i nd to cut short e time playin bb..time nvr b enug coz i kp on think there alots of things nd to settle..den feel more sian..den i wont feel like moving on to do all thing..i wanna to escape from dis world..

k i cnt kp on think on bad side..

wah now 2.44am..ahhhhh..ltr still nd to clean pig pig bedding..sian..e feeling agn fading..mayb i didnt c him..i donno..if i c him in sch agn i tnk i will fall bk to e 3el tt i hate to b..i didnt tnk of him le..he also busy wif his work..even in msn..i c him online..i also wont chat wif him..i noe he alrdy nt e one i noe..hahaha..brave rit..goin to walk out e mist...
rit le..i tnk veri nan de rit..3el having rumor..lol..lzb also gt rumor..lol..

they kp making fun of mi wif sumone sia..donno wat they tnking..hahaha..i tnk karma ba..hahaha..normalli i make fun of them..they hardly gt topic to make fun mi..haiyo..they veri cute..tt dae i donno lar..damn ps lar..i juz don wan to react sia..e more i react they like happi sia..hahahha..let them hav fun..tnk e guy poor thing..nd to match wif mi...hahahhahaha..my mood being better..hahah..now so slpy haven do my d-plus assignment..sian..