haiz..i wanna to b happy

ya..everitime in sch..like to laugh, being ah soh,being tom boy,being gentleman,being talkative,being playful,being cheerful...i tnk in sch my image is liddat..to mi when e moment i saw my firenz, any frienz...i will b veri cheerful n loudspeaker..

recently i kp on go back to sch..stay in club hse..so called stdying...oneself go eat breakfast,oneself eat lunch,oneself enjoyin my life..e feeling nt so bad..coz used to it..hahahha..tnk my itp rit, lunch time wont b a prob to mi..i cn oneself eat at e corner..although it sound emo..i wanna to try b outgoing but cant..i don hav $$ and i hate place tt hav alot of ppl n most of all now i don hav time to stdy..so bo bain..after mst..

feel so sian..anyone wanna to b my jing shen zhi zhu..one yr rching..wat hav i done for e one yr??

2yr..nt short n long..now another yr going to pass..i tnk whn we broke up..u let mi grow bk to b independent..to noe whr i was too demanding...to noe hw bad i was..to let mi cherish wat i hav for now..a yr..

seem like e title realli impt..to mi title realli doesnt matter..like juz like..don nd to b 2gether..juz cn c him gettin his xin fu cn liao..juz muz noe how to take it..3e u sure can take it..

thx for e consoling..askin mi don bcoz a plant giving up a forest..let it grow..haha..i still hala wif him..dis plant veri hard to find wan..veri hard cn find one more plant like dis...

tell mi to let it grow..den i tell him let it grow wait ppl dig out n plant at their hse..i spend two yr to water it..ask mi to let it grow..ya i will let it grow but i donno whether i can take it if i saw sumone dig n place in their hse...

hope i can take it..i juz wanna to c dis plant grow well n realli find a gd owner..im sure e plant cn find owner wan..coz i damn damn damn bad owner...don tnk gt sumone bad than mi..wahahha

k lar i feeling better..back to e lzb in ppl eye...